Friday, August 18, 2006

He jests at scars which never felt a wound

HIHI sorry for the lack of updates, i have been busy in school and with friends and all. what have i done recently? not much, except an art exhibition yesterday (thursday). i love the pretentious arty farty air! i know, i'm a shallow bitch but i really do, can't help being honest here. scoff if you want, i really loved the paintings and prints that were exhibited (to us inhibited).

Highlight of the day, of course, was Arab Street, Haji Lane, beach road army market with ngeowson mandela. i was genuinely glad that we had a good talk today, those comparison and contrast we always make about our lives, our (common) friends, i can be judgmental when im around pandora ngeow. i'm thankful! im not trying to be a sunshine bimbo bitch here, but really. i appreciate all you've done for me.

Highlight of the day part two! Dinner with ong in hol v, the brilliantest place in singapore (almost) and the brilliantest friend i have (almost, haha no la, really). It took me quite a while to get all warmed up for the conversation and all but in the end we had great fun like we always did. and she admits that ive gained a sizeable amount of flesh on my legs and face 0_0 ugh.

With them, it's like perfection. Yes, perfection. It rests its full weight upon the core of my being, and theirs, like a corpse sealed inside a glacier - a magnificent glacier of ice like stainless steel. Only ten thousand years could melt such a glacier. But i couldn't live for ten thousand years of course, and so i will have to live with this perfection, and die with this perfection, and be buried with this perfection.

Perfection and Them and I beneath the ground.

Ten thousand years go by. Then, perhaps, the glacier melts in darkness and perfection thrusts its way out of the grave to reveal itself on the earth's surface.

But never mind. These events would not take place until 12,006.

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