Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Life loves itself in an infinite love

hweeying asks what's with the blogs recently. cathartic release? i don't have much strong emotions to purge right now. i am exhausted today. from studying? playing? or ?

i didn't anticipate anything ominous (jiawen's word not mine) today, but life loves to play games like these. and then i asked my hOmiEz if God loves us. the sunshiney jan would say "of course, Christ died for us". hwing says "He does, if He exists." jiawen and i both are inclined to think that he doesn't, so we must love ourselves.

today also, i wrote poems for my (unappreciative) friends. one was titled my Forward mistress and the other the decomposing of the Puff. apparently the poems aren't up to standard, especially the latter. when everything blows over i will publish them here? all this nonsense, slowly seeping into my brain, taking over any tangible functions that i (almost always) perform. but i shall not go on, for a few close friends may deem me a smartypants wannabe.

palsie out there who's agonising over whether to break your heart (again) or kick yourself in the shin tomorrow, let your actions manifests wholly as your Breakthrough has. strength be with you!

p/s: can you purge yourself of exhaustion?

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