this morning started off with a bang! (ha ha who am i kidding). careers day talks. we floated from one LT to another. wished kai happy birthday. original transcript: "oi happy birthday! 18 yrs old already yknow. better grow up". lasalle talk, very.. not unexpected. architecture talk slightly more worthwhile cos i was talking to friends. not to mention it was so devilishly hot and humid today. we have a right to love autumns!
future future. how? i can't rely on my parents money forever. obligations to fulfill, expectations to meet. the pragmatic side of me tells me to do business or the like. yet the idealistic angsty-teenager-i-will-live-for-myself-and-noone-else-so-i'll-pursue-my-passion side of me says either product or interior design. but i can't draw for nuts. but since i'm an angst ridden 18yr old who's about to embark on a self discovery journey (roll your eyes), that is beside the point.
i felt too tired to go on living, no i mean studying (haha) with jiawen today. sorry i couldn't stay any longer dude. so i packed my things up and left the school, thinking that i would go home to catch some shuteye. but He dealt me a different hand and bus 105 came, so i just took the bus and took a solitary trip to town. it was good. i walked around wherever i wanted, free as a... bird? despite the constant reminder of the amount of studying needs to be done. trip to town = guilttrip? (stella your jokes or your friends? qiqi is bound to ask).
What is the ultimate question?
9x6 = 42?
I don't know, really.
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