Sick Sial

Ok my temperature is approx 39.4 degrees Celsius. I'm about to die.

I watched Little Miss Sunshine. I loved it! Haha after which Ong and I walked from town to Clarke Quay where we got a little intoxicated just by the smell of alcohol from the pubs. Yucks lah gross, the angmohs' livers will die for sure. Soon. Ok and after that she was nice jiejie sent me home. I owe you my life. And I heart Samantha's Doraemon bag! She had like medicated oil and all. Wow! I'd marry someone like that (Cupcake I know you're reading this - don't kill me).

Anyway ok I have a confession to make. The whole evening I've just been thinking of this..

You got my temperature rising like El Niño!

Ok like you can kill me now. I know Kal loves this song (Sekretly).

Fear not your friends, for they can only betray you

Hello I'm sick. Bleah it started with some really mean sore throat. Afterwhich during night study I had a semi hypothermia. Fucking cold library, I kid you not. So anyway. Haha I had not meant to post another I Hate My Friends entry etc etc, butttttt. This is a must.

There's an injustice that has been happening. Not to me. But to another dear friend. I don't know why I'm so incensed. Not really furious, just that I am so suspicious now that I know what's been happening. Yucks lah I hate this. I shall not elaborate. Well I hope this suffices to make you feel guilty or something. We'll see.

On another note, Thank God It's Saturday!!

I'm watching Little Miss Sunshine with Cup Tha Ong later. Great day ahead despite the Flu.

Oh Ngeow if you read this, Q says that she doesn't want to go to Bali end year! Monsoon season, cannot surf (I just realised also). She wants to go Japan or Hong Kong. But it's going cost a hell lot of money. What do you say? Just Jakarta?

Copacabana

Her name was Lola, she was a showgirl
With yellow feathers in her hair and a dress cut down to there
She would merengue and do the cha-cha
And while she tried to be a star, Tony always tended bar
Across a crowded floor, they worked from 8 till 4
They were young and they had each other
Who could ask for more?

Anyway I had a sore throat so I skipped school. Yes very bad excuse for skipping school. But I did anyway, bite me. Yahaha. Ok but I'm still going for night study with Jan and some others I think?

MY THROAT HURTS AND I HATE HONEY. What other remedies are available for a frail fucker like me? Damn tired of school already sial. I can't wait for As to be over! As much as I wish the exams weren't so near. O well.

I was looking at insight website and I got excited thinking about the possible Bali trip with ngeowson again in December! Palsie go look at the website I think you'll die. !!! Q and VAL wanna come to Bali too??? JIAWEN WE BETTER GO I TELL YOU. AHHH EXCITED.

And Kalisthesaurus Cheongster and co want to go to my place in Indo. It's just a fucking far away place I don't know why they bother.

But I velcum them with open arms. All my friends have been to Indon since I came here. Indon Tourism Board (there isn't one, but let's just assume there were one) should appoint me as their spokesgirl. Yes?

OK bye I'm going to school now! KISSY BYES

Bullet Proof Soul

Ok so my earlier post was deleted.. I'm not sure how I feel about it.

Zen.

Ohm.

FUCK!

Anyway ok I went for the first Econs tuition (which the rest of Singapore, JB and some say Batam attend too). "What is new with the world" quote unquote Berly. Yeah la yeah la I sell out lah ok I go for econs tuition lah ok. Tsk. Anyway I went with Imelda Charles and Hwing - Great company ha ha ha. I enjoyed the mock "IQ" questions, especially when Charles prodded Hwing to ask for clues for three hours. Haiyah Indon power sial.

I like Charles' sense of humour (Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery):

ME : Eh dont you guys think that **** looks better now?
Charles: Huh why?
ME: She gained some weight! She doesn't look so sickly anymore.
Charles: Of course la! She eat so much prata and nasi briyani lately.

HAHAHAHAHA I think it's funny. Shit I hope noone reads this.

Ok anyway there are so many movies I want to see. Little Miss Sunshine with Cup Tha Ong and hopefully SJ over the weekend. And some Indon tearjerker shit that did not really earn rave reviews with Kalista and gang next week. Then there's some movie with Scarlett (Johansson - my best friend). And Indon food galore this weekend too. Looking forward to it very mucho. Gracias hunnybuns.

raison d'être

Jiawen's raison d'etre; and mine too :




















Natalia Vodianova
Sorry I couldn't find a better picture. She's gorgey anyway.




















Gemma Ward Ok everyone knows who she is.




















Oksana Tkachuk.
Some Russian model.



















Scarlett Johansson. Yay.




















Kate Moss duh?




















Liya Kebede Omg. (No, her surname hasn't got Omg in it)




















Ashley Olsen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and the last one. Obligatory friendship favour (winkwink):



OK something else happened. I will post the pic up tmr. YAY

I Was A Kaleidoscope

MATH DONE SIAL. SO IS HAROLD AND KUMAR. AND L'AUBERGE ESPAGNOLE. NO IDEA WHY I'M TYPING IN CAPS. YEAH OKAY.

I'm not saying it was your fault, although you could've done more. Oh you're so naive, yet so. How could this be done. You're such a smiling sweetheart. Oh and your sweet and pretty face. In such an ugly way, something so beautiful.

I don't know whether this kind of replay-certain-songs-a-zillion-times kind of behaviour is harmful or not. I learnt this habit from Q. She replays her songs a million times, day in day out. Then I started to, too. I listened to several songs hundreds of times. As of late it's been Naive. Previously Across the Universe. Before that Fidelity. There was a time, Hey There Delilah. And even before that, slot in Marching Bands of Manhattan, Hide and Seek, Criminal and By Your Side.

On and on, and on and on.

Until I get so sick and tired of them, I'd feel like I wanted to puke if I ever heard them again. Somewhere, at the pit of my stomach or my medulla oblongata, I feel sick. Ugh I hate that feeling afterwards.

Semi-reflective of my attitudes towards people. Spending every second together is not the way to preserving a friendship. Or anything. But of course, I don't want to come across as someone who views her friends as being disposable. You know? How come I'm talking as if someone actually reads this trash?

I don't need to explain myself lah, makes it seem that I've done something wrong. (Which I have NOT) haha. BUT OF COURSE I HAVE SOFT SPOTS FOR SOME PEOPLE. Wink wink you all know who you are.

A rather unhealthy habit, wouldn't you say.

Bad Haircut #82

Hello I'm suffering from bad haircut again. If you can refer to it like a malady, like that, then, yes. Suffering. I think all hairstylists hate me or something. Hwee's looks fine! And Jan's too. Okay I feel really sorry for my friends family and lovers who have to listen to me whine about my hair for the next gazillion days. Ha ha Hweeying (bitch) says I look like Ms Yoong. For those who are fortunately unaware of her existence and appearance, let me describe her as a Math lecturer who resembles Edna Mode. Geddit?

















Ok what more can I say? Reminds me of a certain song that I always sing to a certain friend. Ha ha ha.

Today shall be the day I:
1) Redo the unfortunate Math Prelims Paper 1 before Mr Lee goes through it tomorrow.
2) Call Qiqi after godknowshowlong.
3) Read all the gossip blogs in the world.
4) Watch L'auberge Espagnole and (insert eye rolls) Harold & Kumar goes to White Castle.
5) Make peace with everyone/Try to make peace with everyone.
6) Make peace with myself.

Anyway so doing all of the above is gonna take me some time. Which means that I have to go now.

Oh before that! I just wanted to announce to the whole wide world that I did shit-ly for my Prelims! Again! Fuckerzzzz. BYE FOR REAL.

A friend in need is a friend indeed, a friend with weed is better

Hello folks I'm damn sleepy. Anyway I just wanted to tell all my friends that I heart you all ha ha ha Whee Rah Rah. Especially those who are so ready to help when the shit hits the fan. Ok?

Thank you for being friends!

LLLLLOVE XOXO
Stellaritis

Si Dieu n'existait pas, il faudrait l'inventer

I have just spoken to a friend. Sadly it was not a very pleasant conversation. She was upset. She was crying. I wanted to, too.

Anyway it's been a long time since I spoke to Qiqi. Wonder how she's doing? And Valerie too. And Jiawen. And Berly. And others. Seems that we need er more than 24 hours in a day. Good luck to Val whose promos are ongoing (?). Right? And to all J2 students who are suffering heart palpitations and sweaty palms waiting for your results. I reckon we'll receive them tomorrow. Ew.

Anyway what had I meant to say here again? I keep losing my trail(s) of thought. Ok I'm boring. The title of the post. Si Dieu n'existait pas, il faudrait l'inventer. It means that if God doesn't exist, we will have to invent Him. Something that palsie said before. It really struck a chord with me. How about you?

Oh and the previous question I asked, if you could trade your soul for anything in the world, what would it be? I kept asking myself the same thing in the past 2 days. I still haven't got an answer. Is it time to panic? Because it means that I really don't know what I want with my life. Who believes in a soul anyway. There aren't moral or immoral people. There are only smart or stupid people.

All thinking men are atheists?
Is that true?? Ew I hate this shit. Sorry if I've offended some people.

Nowadays people know the price of everything and the value of nothing

I just JUST JUST finished reading Anna Karenina that I borrowed from QQ (actually XX's) a few months back. Ok ok judge me judge me for reading so slowly. It had taken me eighteen years to read the book, described by some Russian dude (Dostoevsky) as "flawless as a work of art". Jasmine Tan probably read it when she was what, 4? It is good, just that Russian names escape me. After a few chapters I got really tired of turning back to the characters page, and I had to write down their names and who they are so I could refer to them. Loser lah ok.

So anyway the book is semi-complicated. Prescribes some kind of complex societal expectations. Aren't you glad you're not preggers or married by eighteen like Anna did. And I find it so weird that Tolstoy titled the book Anna Karenina after Anna's husband (Karenin) although in the story she didn't really love the husband and tried to run off with some other guy (also Russian - ok ok I will lay off the Russian thing) - Why not use her maiden name? Since she was so uncommitted to her (Russian) husband anyway. Yeah so in the end she killed herself by walking into a train's path. Cool or what! Wahlao damn morbid lahh.

Yeah and speaking of reading. I read in this book, that shopowners (designer wear) generally charge 2.9x the price that the designers themselves sell to them. WAH what kind off ripoff. That's in the UK. So if Chloe charges lets say 300 pound sterlings to Neiman Marcus, the shop will sell to the mass market at approx 870 quids! Wahlao. In the US it is even worse, the average ripoff ratio is 1:3.1. Let's assume a Viktor and Rolf blouse costs Viktor and Rolf US$60 to make, they will sell it at US$100 to Barney's. Barney's in turn will sell it for US$310 to people like Sienna Miller. Haw haw what a funny world. Or, maybe not.

I swear I want to make it big for this reason. While the poor gets poorer, the rich can only get richer. Yknow what I mean. I guess I don't mind being Sienna or Kate or Daria or Gemma. Ha ha ha don't mind. More like pray every night that I will be like them (did you notice I affectionately referred to them with their first names? I texted Nicole happy birthday last week) Guffaw. Yeah yeah see! Things can only get better. After you get videoed snorting coke you get deals from goddamn Burberry Prorsum. And apparently she gets 26 handbags every month on average! DID I MENTION THAT ALWAYS NAKED SKINNY BITCH (KATE) GETS THEM FOR FREE. So there you go.

When I like people immensely, I never tell their names to anyone. It is like surrendering a part of them. So says Oscar Wilde. And so says Stella.

The only way to rid of temptation is to yield it

I just woke up because I slept at 8 pm and I don't know what's wrong with me, I can't sleep for more than 8 hours a stretch now. Dumbass. Anyway so noone's online and I'm bored. I shall maybe watch Will & Grace soon. Haha stupid homo show.

Oh speaking of a man loving another man, I was re-reading the picture of Dorian Gray. Dug it out to lend Ong. I think that the book is so.. reflective of the new-age hedonism and debauchery. It tells of Dorian Gray, this guy who fell in love with his own portrait painted by his artist friend. Talk about being inspired by Narcissus, huh. Not to say that it's a bad thing, of course.

So anyway Dorian proposed to this theatre actress, as she performed Shakespeare really well on stage. But Sybil (the actress) became so consumed by her new love that she became distracted and no longer professional on stage. Dorian then rejected her, saying that her beauty lies in her art. When he got home, he saw that the portrait of him had become much uglier - "there is a touch of cruelty in the mouth". After which he tried to reconcile with Sybil, only to be told that Sybil had killed herself with cyanide.

Dorian then indulged in acts forbidden to Man for the next 18 years. Blah blah blah, in the end he looked at the monstrosity that was himself (in the portrait) and stabbed a knife into his heart.

Predictable right?

But it's cool. Being self-indulgent I mean. And engaging in all the debauchery and all. Haha. So damn Faustian. If you could trade your soul for anything what would it be?

Consequence of Sounds

1) So I still have no photographs to post. The last few days were a blast (not from the past - totally the present) ha ha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIMENHAO! I hope you enjoyed yourself yesterday ;) Anyway yesterday great company! Great fun. There'll be a next!!

2) Ngeowson I miss you next time you read this you must call me alright. Sorry for screwing up our plans. And all.

3) All my friends damn emo lah I'm so upset. Since noone can make it tomorrow and Aunt screwed up our plans I think I will join the SC gang to Pulau Ubin to cycle (WTFBBQOMGFLS). Haha besides the fact that I cannot cycle.. Tandem bikes. I hope they wake up in time after clubbing. Tsk highly doubtful.

4) Eh assholes who are planning to annoy my friends and er hurt them watch out I will snip off your KKJ. WATCH OUT sial.

trompe l'oeil

I want to trick your eyes.

Sorry one-liner posts. I'm tired.

ain't no lobotomy is gonna fix this one

Skanks of the world unite

How do you spell d-i-s-a-p-p-o-i-n-m-e-n-t again?

Anyway I studied at Serene today my ass hurts like hell cos I was sitting for like 10 hours. And the usage of "10 hours" is not hyperbolic. Yeah so math tomorrow. Damn sick of it all lah. It doesn't even feel like Prelims are still on. Luckily I went to Serene today, I got help from all the smart people in the world (Grace and Hweeying) thanks alot. If I pass tomorrow's paper I will.. Buy you something nice.

Eh I'm damn pissed off with you lah just fuck off thanks you. Sorry I already promised myself not to bitch about anyone on this space cos it's just so juvenile. But if this is what it takes to vent my anger so be it lah. Not yet, not yet. Aiyah fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you.

Ooh on the bright side, Steph's birthday is like, next thursday. Exciting sial. I hope we have fun. Of course we will lah noone judges. Yay. I've been trying to update all the pics sial but er my scanner is a bit crazy also. Never mind I will get one of the trusty pals to do it.

Before I go off, fuck off.
(Just in the name of rhyming)

Lastly yeah la I should have given you a reason to stay. No use "on your machine I slur a plea for you to come home". No use. No use.

To hail Merdeka! for a united Malaya - as adapted from ongky

I'm going to paste Ong's entry on her take of the failure of the merger between Singapore and Malaya. I know, Paper 2 History is over. Today in fact, phew. Never mind, the history kiddos will relate.

Ok so here goes.

"Every time we look back on this moment we signed this agreement which severed Singapore from Malaysia, it would be a moment of anguish."

First time I am quoting Lee Kuan Yew man. I swear studying SEA history paper invokes patriotism within me. I wish we never left Malaysia too. His aguished pain lives on in the fact that I could have been a fisherman like those in Perlis or Perak. Assuming that the Tunk would never allow Singapore to be the "New York of Malaysia". HAW HAW. LEE KUAN YEW'S CULT STATUS IS FIRMLY ENTRENCHED WITHIN US. It is scary how i could remember all the quotes that he says and how he would pick communism over colonialism. I personally think that Singapore's history has reached a plateau in this day and age. There seems to be nothing to fight for. We moved beyond independence. Now, we are just a cold, clinical state who needs a "4 million smiles" campaign to get Singaporeans to smile to a bunch of delegates! As much as the 1960s was harsh with racial violence, it had this vibrancy to it, whereby we all stood for something together-communists, nationalists and immigrants alike, within a plural society. Still, maybe our perception of life and things that mattered to us would change. And the type of lifestyle we can lead would actually allow it. Money is not the top priority because mabye we can survive on just subsistence alone. Wouldn't that be nice? Saying goodbye to all forms of polticking. It is quite a brain tease, knowing that a bunch of men in this world have the capabillity to change our society so much. At the cross roads of 1965, we could have been an independent communist state, remain merged with Malaya, still under the British(making us Hong kong no. 2) or an independent Singapore. WHOA.

I can picture diary entries in today's day and age if we were still part of Malaysia.
ahem.

Dear diary,(everything should be written in malay. but i can't write malay at the moment so let's pretend it is in malay!)
auku mana?(okay. i don't know what does that mean. but nevermind!) Today was an enjoyable day. I helped my ibu(mother) to sew a traditional costume. My father is still trapped in the tin smelting areas. He is a hardworking man and provides for us all. My ah bang(i think this means brother) has decided to be a rubber tapper. He is so strong and brave punyaorang(person). I am about to get married soon to my new husband, raji ahmad tan. We will be moving to his kampong in Negri Sembilan. It will be a nice home to raise our children who can grow up to not be communists but learn to have Lim Chin Siong's chracter. He is very handsome. The chinese middle schools are still rioting. Nevermind them. I shall send my child there to study. They can teach him to be a good man-for nation,sultan and family. Merdeka has brought many good years to come. Thank you Mr Lee.

Compare it to an entry of today's day and age with merger.

Dear diary
Wah lau. I am just pissed off with school. Prelims sucks. I feel nothing but angst. Shoot the world. I hate everything! Singapore sucks. I wish I live in America like the OC kids. I am emo. I hate it...
.
,
.
this goes on for quite a bit then it ends with a whole string of vulgarities and the phrase "Screw you lee kuan yew and nepotism"

TAH DAH! Compare and contrast the 2 sources and discuss to what extent has merger benefitted the youths in Singapore. That should give you a nice essay. grin. SEA history is amazing. This is what it can do to you even after you have finished the paper. Take that Reagan and Gorby!

DISCLAIMER: this entry is jsut a refelction of the author's silly stereotypes of people. Suits for libel and defamation are not allowed in this context. sorry mr lee!) shit. i am bloody scared he'll sue the pants off me.


HAHAHA Ong how could I not love you.
Cheers!

youre not the only one dying

So I heard some disheartening news, leaves me quite disgruntled. Hmmm what can I say about it? Nothing it seems. Feel sorry for both perpetrator and victim. Hohum pig's bum. I apologise for being so vague - for the sake of being politically correct (slightly) and muchly (is there such a word) annoying to people who think that they've done something wrong. I love playing with your fucked conscience people.

Bye! I hope you ponder over your actions.

TO FELIX AND FEBBY

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way

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So my non-committal hiatus is really non-committal huh. And so are some of the people I know. Ok lah random. Just super bored. Math P1 and History SEA tomorrow. Oh there's cyanide in the bathroom.

As much as I'd miss my friends every single one of them here when I move out from Singapore, I don't know. I just want to get away from this shithole. Singapore is a shithole. Really. I don't know. Even my Third World Indon Makassar environment provides a better environment and probably a more conducive place to.. Exist. I won't even say Live. None of us have lived at all. I've just been thinking about going back and doing stuff with my family and myself for the past few months. I don't know if it's because I miss them. I don't think so. I saw them recently. I just want to.. Go back and do things.

Attention all Indons: Go back and do what you're supposed to do. Haha the postmodern nationalism in SEA. Maybe poor kids in the 22nd century will learn about SEAn nationalism in the early 21st century as we are learning now about nationalism in early 20th century.

So that is why I want to see Felix and Febby so much I think.
For the first time in eight years- I am feeling homesick.

Exams Kill

Yoohoo so I decided to pop by (wrong expression) but yeah just before I go on a noncommittal, long leave until after the Prelims.

Eh tomorrow there's econs, while Cheongster Khooster (haha) Chenster and Gohster are going out for dinner. Tsk do you see the irony here. While at that, er, I won't be able to go for art again this week. There's history paper 2 and math (ah fuck lah) on friday. I just hope the un-stellar (hardiharhar) performance of the Mids don't come back and loom over my Prelims this time round sial.

Ooh how I hate school!
Like, out.
Er now.

P/s: Why do farts smell so bad.
Answer: So that the deaf can enjoy them too.
(Insert eye-rolls and disgusted looks)

i hate the middle east

the devil temptation says:
i finished intl econ.
the devil temptation says:
i rread my globalisation packages minus ME.
Jezebel and Prelims says:
somewhere like fucking productive ie: delifrance or bk or somethin
Jezebel and Prelims says:
g
Jezebel and Prelims says:
ME TOO
Jezebel and Prelims says:
FUCK ME
Jezebel and Prelims says:
FUCK MIDDLE EAST I MEAN
Jezebel and Prelims says:
not ME

bye friends i love yall yknow that right?

Loose Ends dammit.

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.

NO CHEATING!

How are you feeling today?
Annunciate While You Masticate - A Static Lullaby (hahaha)

Will you get far in life?
I Want to Save You - Something Corporate

How do your friends see you?
Japan is An Island - The Spinto Band (YAY)

Will you get married?
Longview - Green Day

What is your best friend's theme song?
Breakdown - Mae

What is the story of your life?
Island in the Sun - Weezer

What was high school like?
Perfectly Happy - The Ataris

How can you get ahead in life?
Purify Me - India Arie

What is the best thing about your friends?
Age Six Racer - Dashboard Confessional

What is in store for this weekend?
Reptillia - The Strokes (oh ew?)

What song describes you?
If You Don't, Don't - Jimmy Eat World

To describe your grandparents?
Misplaced Memories - MXPX (OH MY GOD!)

How is your life going?
So Nice (Summer Samba) - Bebel Gilberto (OH MY GOOD GOD I LOVE THIS THING HAHA)

What song will they play at your funeral?
Take Me Back - The Ataris (I SWEAR THIS IS DIVINE INTERVENTION AT WORK)

How does the world see you?
Sie Liebt Dich - The Beatles

Will you have a happy life?
At Last - Diana Krall and Lou Rawls

What do your friends really think of you?
Detective - No Doubt (SEE I TOLD YOU!)

Do people secretly lust after you?
Bubble Pop Electric - Gwen Stefani (SO DO THEY OR DO THEY NOT! HAHAHA)

How can I make myself happy?
Goodnight and Go - Imogen Heap

What should you do with your life?
Sunday Bloody Sunday - U2

Will you ever have children?
Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's

If freaky had another name it'd be online quizzes. I know I sound like a total lameass asshole with the songs up there but I swear it's true. Cross my heart and hope to die.

FUCKING HISTORYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

HAS IT COME TO THIS??

I miss you Nihaad Miss Crescentian 2004 my best friend my bitch buddy my canoeing partner my always-quarrel-with-me buddy my i'm-going-to-be-honest friend.

1970 was a beautiful year

Just because Lennon wrote Across the Universe that year. It must be the beautifullest (haha) song ever written in the whole history of music-dom. I am so SO dead for prelims. I haven't finished! I will never stop complaining. But I don't know what it is that's making me so unstudently lately. Is it complacency? Or is it signs of me giving up already?

More likely it's the first, I haven't got any academic achievements lately to be proud of. 15% for Math in the Mid Yrs shouldn't make me complacent right? Or is it the 50% I got in the mock exams. No way. So why? Well as Ngeow points out. I also feel like a machine just trying to suck information from piles and piles of notes. Who cares if the superpowers were in the friggin driving seats in Korea or Vietnam but not in Middle East. Who cares if Johnson received a blank cheque from the Congress to pursue his Americanisation in Vietnam. Who cares if the Cambridge Cash Balance Equation is really not a theory but a truism? Who cares about Keynes' stupid fiscal policies and his bloody feud with the monetarists. Who cares who the eff McLaurin that faggot was. And who cares if you knew how to integrate by parts??

Just so you know.

Anyhoo so under the weather I have been (and my friends) we went out till LATE again yesterday. It makes me feel super alive, laughing with them somewhere making fun of a certain someone among us watching her blush and discussing how hideous those metallic Vuittons are. And singing A1 songs (I so wasn't singing I swear) and Westlife ha ha ha. See, that's what you call Life. Talking about migrating to Thailand.. All those tripe. Ha ha ha.

Wahlao I hate school lah what is this.

Jai Guru Deva Om.

An ode to birthday pal

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WALLACE! I hope all, and I mean ALL goes well for you (insert wink wink and irritating looks).

Prelims begin Monday and I haven't finished my history crap yet. Oh no. How now brown cow. I just read Cal's blog and I sympathise. You know what I mean. Cheer up Calista. Cheers to backstabbers.

Oh listening to old songs by Blink now haha I'm reminded of the old days. We'd all feel so kewlz listening to blink right. Guilty as charged. Who cares.

Yeah, my girlfriend takes me home when I'm too drunk to drive/And she doesn't get all jealous when I hang out with the guys/She laughs at my dumb jokes when no one does/She brings me mexican food from Sombrero's just because (Yeah, just because)/And my girlfriend likes U.L. and D.H.C./And she's so smart and independent, I don't think she needs me/Quite half as much as I know I need her/I wonder why there's not another guy that she'd prefer/And when I feel like giving up/Like my world is falling down/I show up at 3am/She's still up watching Vacation, and I/See her pretty face/It takes me away to a better place and..

I know that everything,
Everything's gonna be fine

Aww Josie. Used to be our favourite singalong song.
Remember?

I woke up in NYC (I wish)

Hello all I'm a sucker for popularity. I also befriend people who can, how you say, elevate my social standing. Oh while I'm at that, I am also.. Let's put it like this; Severely Queer. Yes? Yes lah if you think so.

So only a select few would comprehend what I mean above haha.

Oh Im not about to go all emo on you now. I met Ngeowson just now in school! After what seemed like forever. :) I hope all goes well for you Ngeowy. Prioritise dude. Eh I lost my train of thought. Be back later. By the way I love the Olsens I wish I were emaciated like them.

You met me at a very strange time in my life

Haiyah. I miss my crescent friends each and every one of them. The feelings were evoked when the rest were condemning us Crescentians (Jared prefers to call us Crustaceans that basketcase), saying that we're bitchy and all that. Haha.

Yoohoo to friends I don't meet anymore. As often, anyway.
Siti, Nihaad, Dani, Min, Kisha, Serene, Bana, Sarah, Jiamin, Joanne.

Anyway I'll end off with











Cal where are you!

You are my sweetest downfall,
I loved you first.
-Regina Spektor.

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IM SORRY I GOTTA POST 4 TIMES THIS EVENING

BUT IM ECSTATIC HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I LOVE MY FRIENDS I SWEAR.

HOOKUPS FOREVER

Shall I call this untitled?

I know that I just said memories can be altered and all.
But.
In my head you're so awesome.
Flawless.

Everything before the word 'but' is irrelevant.

Us; On the Verge

Of something that's potentially omnipresent.

Tried REALLY hard to study with Ngeowy today. Haha. Not too bad, but I'm gonna try doing it with my other homies tomorrow. ;) Hwee and Jan it seems. Jiawen and I walked around most of the time and got stoned in Kino for an hour or so discussing random stuff. Which was really.. Unproductive. At 7ish Jean came and we went to eat! Dinner. And Sally came not long after. They aren't very close friends of mine, but they make me feel really at ease. What an irony right, some "close" friends of mine make me uneasy all the time. But that's another topic for another time another post another mood altogether.

Tomorrow I will be jogging with Hwing. But she will accommodate. Right? I have been like incapacitated for close to a year due to my er, skin condition. Haha my stamina is really not the best thing in the world at the moment. YAY but the thought of losing 0.3/0.4 kg after the run is enough to make me crave sweating on the (in)famous rectangular track of CJC.

Oh I forgot to mention. I just cut my birthday cake that my cousin and brother got me. Two days late. I feel terrible. They rushed buying the cake for me yet I completely forgot about it and I didn't spend my birthday with my family at all. I don't appreciate what they've done for me. So evil right? I don't want to be those people who take their families for granted and only care about their friends. Cause in the end you'll figure out that your family members will be the ones who care for you.

The history books forgot about us, and the Bible didn't mention us.
Not even once.

Modern Girls and Old Fashioned Men

L'Enfants

I want to watch this lah. Sounds good. Plus it won the best picture award at Cannes.

Last night I went to Holland V to celebrate Sally's birthday.. I hope that you enjoyed yourself Sally! (I find it quite odd that everyone calls her Sally although her real name is Michelle) Haha good food good drinks and obviously good company. It was good good good in general. Plus, thanks Sally for the Sketch book. I still can't draw. You better draw something for me after As. Something big! Haha now you regret inviting me for your birthday celebration.

Yeah so happy birthday Tammy! There's a less than 3% chance of you reading this, so never you mind, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :) How come my entries are so brainless nowadays? I haven't been reading anything substantial that provokes thought lately, so pardon.

Studywise, no progress. Lots of backtracking.

PLEASE SOMEONE VOLUNTEER TO TEACH ME STATS I MIGHT JUST DIE FROM DESPERATION BYE.

Memento

Memory can change the shape of a room; it can change the color of a car. And memories can be distorted. They're just an interpretation, they're not a record, and they're irrelevant if you have the facts.

We just had a near-life experience

Party! Well party was fun last night. All showed up! I was a very happy person. And i realised the only thing i ate last night was salads. I didnt even eat a single chicken wing that I marinated etc etc (Dont you ever wonder who came up with the word marinade? Some housewife .. Mary Nad At Home or something) Alot of food went to waste it was sad. Well okay so yeah.

I just want to thank the people who like turned up. For presence and presents. (Ha ha I hate my puns) Without whom, yeah you know the sappy stuff I won't even begin.
Thank you:
Qiqi and Valerie for polaroid (don't hate me)
Jiawen for the surprise (I love it promise),
hockers+burning celluloid for the prints,
Ong and Sarajean for the horse, and momento from the olden and/or golden crescent era
Cupcake and Tha for the ahem, baby shirt and jewelry
Jan for the thinspiration (ha ha ha)
Steph Nat Cal for the shirt (tsk phallic ah!)
Adel for the granny bag!!!
Syahidah for the Joke book, the rest will hate you forever now cos I'll force-tell them the jokes.
Oh! And not forgetting Hui Ying the sweetest classmate EVERR who came with a BIG bottle of absolut mandarin. My favourite flavour ok. Thanks!
AND THE REST FOR THE PRESENCE.
Hweeying and Mr President, Tabi (who was pretty much dormant the whole evening tsk), Berly
the Hockey guys YAY I'm happy.

After which don't know which idiot started to play soccer downstairs. And it went on for like quite some time until someone complained haha. The security guard was one anal asshole. So we had to retreat...... And waited for Wallace's dad to pick the whole bunch up to go home. After which Steph Cal Adel and Nat went up to my place and we had a mini-post-party speaking of declarations of undying idealism and fervour. :) I hope that all of us will.. Finally get what we (really) want. For everyone lah okay? I hope that you will all receive what you wish for. Careful what you wish for though.

If I could post pictures of last night, I would. But I don't have pictures save from some polaroids which .. I will upload the next time I come back hopefully.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SALLY! HOPE TO SEE YOU TONIGHT.
<3