TO FELIX AND FEBBY

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way

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So my non-committal hiatus is really non-committal huh. And so are some of the people I know. Ok lah random. Just super bored. Math P1 and History SEA tomorrow. Oh there's cyanide in the bathroom.

As much as I'd miss my friends every single one of them here when I move out from Singapore, I don't know. I just want to get away from this shithole. Singapore is a shithole. Really. I don't know. Even my Third World Indon Makassar environment provides a better environment and probably a more conducive place to.. Exist. I won't even say Live. None of us have lived at all. I've just been thinking about going back and doing stuff with my family and myself for the past few months. I don't know if it's because I miss them. I don't think so. I saw them recently. I just want to.. Go back and do things.

Attention all Indons: Go back and do what you're supposed to do. Haha the postmodern nationalism in SEA. Maybe poor kids in the 22nd century will learn about SEAn nationalism in the early 21st century as we are learning now about nationalism in early 20th century.

So that is why I want to see Felix and Febby so much I think.
For the first time in eight years- I am feeling homesick.