Sunday, October 08, 2006

Qu'ils mangent de la brioche

Yo yo embryo? I really should be studying to prepare for tomorrow's math mock, but it just isn't coming to me. The determination I mean. As usual we went to Serene to study again but after a while got too tired and sleepy so decided to come home and sleep. Gah sian.

I cannot wait for Marie Antoinette! Lousy reviews but never you mind! I adore Kirsten Dunst. And I adore Sofia Coppola more. Who could forget the Virgin Suicides? Oh and Lost in Translation? Almost everyone I know hated Lost in Translation. I don't know. Anyway I just need to see Marie Antoinette please! Exams are real spoilers to coincide with the opening of the movie here.

Why is it chilly tonight? Besides the fact that my air conditioning is turned up to 17 Degrees Celcius. Well if it will increase my metabolism rate I don't mind at all. I must have eaten 50 chicken wings in the past week alone. And about 4/5 scoops of ice cream. I hate myself lah I wish I were anorexic. Bah. 6 kg please go away by magic. Or Faust? Please?

Why are we so materialistic? Are our lives so unbearable and mediocre that we have to have materialist aims to work towards? What is the point in aesthetics? Nothing I say will adequately elucidate why we are so transfixed on material. I keep contradicting myself - I love material things. Shower me with them!

I'm still torn (well, too extreme, but let's just say, undecided) between San Fran and LA for post-JC education. I don't really know what I want. I don't know. That day Josef Tan said, "You're going to do interior design? You're not going to learn anything". And I (kind of) totally agree. I replied, "Yeah I don't plan to". I'm a bitch. My conscience wouldn't let me waste my parents' moneh like that. I'd be better off going home and helping them in the office right? It's the lazy way out though. And they'll never agree. Besides it took them quite some time to accept the idea of me going somewhere else for University. So? I myself prophesise that I wouldn't be a good diligent conscientious student. I'm much too irrresponsible. Teamed with the fact that my cousins most probably won't be in Cali anymore. Of course I'm happy for them and hope that they enter NYU and all, buttttttttt. You know lah. Anyway if you do go to NYU please send my regards to Mary-Kate and Ashley ok Felix and Feb?

So this Friday. Graduation. How am I supposed to feel about it?

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