"As flies are to wanton boys, are we to History examiners", says Daryl

Goodbye Maclaurin, goodbye Mr Marshall and Mr Lerner.
Farewell Lech Walesa, Farewell Jimmy Carter.
Destiny had brought us together,
Thank God for your parting.

I long for the day I say goodbye to Budi Utomo and Toh Chin Chye, in approximately 57 hours from now. It'll all be over. (I say it like it's really been a torture when in fact I hadn't studied enough). Well one thing I definitely don't want to do is say goodbye to the friends I've made in my short stint as a pseudo-student in CJ the past 2 years. Jan Hwee Huiying, I met them only in 1T06. I'll leave that for another day, a more appropriate time for a more heartfelt entry. Geez.

There is a certain fucker on my tagboard. Yeah la public domain la this is public space not private lah. Okay lah fuck you lah. GP lah. Internet so public lah. CNA blogtv.sg lah.

There are so many things I want to say yknow. But as I've said above, this is public space.
P/S: I miss you three too you know who you are. I saw in one of your blogs. ;)
P/P/S: I have an advice for you who take your friends for granted, they won't withstand your wear and tear.

Just being a teenage dirtbag

I only wanted to ask, what is wrong with hedonism? I mean, hedonism just means liking/loving (no difference nowadays between those words anyway) to seek pleasure right? What right does someone have to judge another as being shallow, and hedonistic as if it's a dirty word. If Kancheong Spider derives loads of high and pleasure from studying, how come her hedonism is not dirrrrrty and wanting to dress up is?

Don't judge me by what I wear, what I listen to, don't judge me by my friends. Don't use me against my friends. Don't judge us for our preferences.

It is unnatural.

It was not a rant, just wondering. I also need to clarify some issues. There seems to be a correlation between action and intention, duh, most times. But sometimes intention does not equate to action. So if you meant/intended for something to take place, but it doesn't, does that mean you're not responsible for how it turned out? Or things just got out of hand? What about a transaction of the intangible, quid pro quo at first, reluctant, but if you give in and buckle under pressure, whose fault is it that you crumble?

Mine? Or yours?

O Look What You've Done!

So today was really weird: Good and Bad!

Good:
1) Pops won the lottery!
2) I'm on the phone.

Bad:
1) Math
2) My brother's tooth got chipped.

My brother's front tooth got chipped (again)!

Me: So does it hurt?
Him: Yeah, when the wind blows.

Another instance,

Me: Eh I call your twon front teeth Chip(ped) and Dale. -Pats self for good humour.
He shot me a murderous look.

I think today I was queen of puns.

While talking to Hweeying this afternoon,
Hwee: Yeah you didn't know that we used to call Ms Chua dinosaur egg?!
Me: NO!
Hwee: But don't you think she looks like a dinosaur egg?!??!?!
-Convulses with laughter
An afterthought a while later,
Me: She really, really cracks me up!

Ciao, bella.

THIRTEEN DAYS TO COMPLETE AND ABSOLUTELY ABSOLUTE LIBERATION

Yah math p1 is over! Now doom (Stats) is impending. I don't know what I'm doing online, but I really am drained from the arduous (hyperbole) three hour paper that we took just now. Well the paper was quite a bitch, all of us lost marks here and there, but I won't go into that.

Thanks to everyone who texted to wish me good luck! Haha so exciting. 13 days to go, and hopefully 14 days from now I'll be freezing my ass off in Tsim Sha Tsui! I know damn touristy la, but the retail industry is damn good. Hopefully. But I don't know how to break the news to mom yet. She's going to call later, I know it. She's so suspicious these days. God knows why, really. I'm cracking my head thinking of how I should er ask her about HK. How about..

Mom: Okay are you studying?
Me: Yeah I study super hard everyday now
Mom: Ok, good. You sleep early ok? I have KD to watch. Night!
Me: Yeah night! Amiallowedtogohongkongtwoweeksfromnow. BYE!

(For the uninitiated KD is Korean Drama).

Or this scenario?

Mom: Did you go out today
Me: No (in a curt manner). Ok I go study already la you talk to Epeng.
Mom: Huh why are you in such a bad mood. Stress ah.
Me: Yeah. Sigh. I need a holiday after A's lah -grumbles-
SILENCE
Me: I saw SIA advertising promotion tickets to HK....
SILENCE

So vote please the first or the second scenario?

Well otherwise, I can just settle for KL I think? But just look the juxtapose.



Can you tell which is which? No lah, there were very few pok KL pictures, I took very long to search for a pok enough picture (for the sake of comparing and contrasting). But actually the KL picture has a certain quaint charm to it as well. So I'll quit being such a brat, and just be happy that my papers are ending soon, and that I have family and friends to pray for me.

Chink out a-la Lee Hom! I hate him.

Math 9233 Paper 1

Yeah my paper is in 2 and half hours approximately and I am here online to de-stress haha or maybe I'm in denial. Ok wish me luck please. Hweeying and I are thoroughly sick of studying although we haven't really been the most diligent students around.

Heard some news from palzx yesterday, made my day. I feel so evil and malicious, but it's ok. I will not hesitate to admit I love the piece of good news. Okay so wish my friends and I a lot of luck thank you very much.

P/S: Jiawen if you're reading this, I'm sime upset cos youknowwho is cool and didn't reply me and thus our plan fell through! Dang! Ok bye yall.

Bend Your Arms To Look Like Wings

I actually forgot I kept a blog, pardon my tardiness in the posts. I was reading everyone else's and I saw a link to mine. And I just suddenly remembered. Am I dumb or what. Anyway anyway GP is over over! Er about a million more papers to go and about 17 days to go. Am I right? Ok all my pals end later than I do. So sad, but never mind I can take comfort in the fact that my polypals will be there to catch me when I fall (again, in the spirit of rhyming).

Nothing to say about GP, except that yeah I can't wait for math to be over, then I can really get down to studying HISTORY. Omg I cannot wait lah. Maybe this is how Romeo felt when he was waiting for Juliet to distract her nanny (Private joke). I love my sense of humour! Haha. "Yay-ness" and "Aww-ness". Jiawen and I studied at Spinelli's today. Conducive to the max yo.

Oh yes before I forget to gloat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Holidays here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Guess which Santa Bunny is re-visiting Hong Kong (the cheap alternative to Japan (noone gives a flying fuck!)?????? IT IS NONE OTHER THAN YOURS TRULY. With the (quote unquote) "size 6 clean freak" sister. WOOHOO! Retail therapy and maybe hopefully weight loss trip since we'll be walking the whole time. And by that I will have to hope we wake up late enough to miss dimsum breakfasts - if not forget about the losing weight. WOOHOO EVERYONE CLAPS NOW! Q says that she wants to come along, so hopefully that works out sial!!!!! ARENT WE ALL EXCITED! Ngeowson is going to Bangkok last I heard. Yay at least we're all travelling. In the pipeline; Q's trip to Spain, next year to London. Ngeow to Jakarta or maybe Bali with me! Hopefully Balerie too! And Cheongster Chenster Gohster and Khooster maybe to Jakarta or my place?? Wahlao I talk as if we're jetsetters. Jetsetters on a budget la. EH HONGKONG HERE I COME. Shop Till You Drop the sequel starring the khoeswoyos (a spinoff of Ngeowson's the Vees) and maybe the LQQ.

There are too many things I want to do after the Living Hell. (Inspired by Jiamin's blog I will post what I want/need to do)
1) Resume art class yo!
2) Effectively do my uni applications
3) Catch up with my neglected/neglecter pals
4) NEWTON
5) Get a job?
6) Get a driving license legally in Indonesia
7) I don't have to state the obvious right? (Shopping)
8) Get a lover.

Well the A Levels suddenly diminished in importance.
I know it'd take a miracle.
And that's what I'm praying for.