You will believe in me, and I can never be ignored

Something tells me it's not right to be listening to the R&J soundtrack so early in the day.

I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I'd do time for you
I will wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sink ships for you,
Take the cross for you
Make me a part of you
Because I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you

No, not lovestruck. I am thinking of the days ahead in California sucking up some sun. Urgh I cannot handle the thought.. I am not much of a sunshine girl. Sweating makes me cranky. I wonder why I chose to go to California though? I lament my indecision and hesitance about Nice. Shucks. But then again had I decided to study in Nice I would have to pick up another language. A total hassle, but I really don't mind. There isn't much difference in school fees, but Nice would prolly be more expensive to live in. Wah I daresay now that while I wouldn't enjoy the Californian sun, I would probably bask in the French Riviera sunshine. Haha I'm a fucker I know.

But seriously, I need to settle in quickly and inexpensively. Doubt it though, since I the campus itself is like next to the Wharf and very dowtown-y. Fuck! I'll need a job. Shit I can't even be grammatical at this point.