I feel like a perv

So anyway I have spent a good deal of time flipping through pictures and editorials and ripping out pictures of Freja. And I feel like a perv. Her body is so perfect and she is skinny as hell. Like a little kid. Sometimes I feel that she's so young she shouldn't be exhibiting her body and that she shouldn't be working. Not yet anyway.

Oh before that can I post some pictures of her (Damn it I'm definitely a perv no doubt about it).

Fierce bitch

So unfair.

Who wants to be exhibited to the inhibited?

On another note, today I had the privilege of staying behind in school till late. Lo and behold! I stepped on the 8th floor of the library building for the first time and I visited my friend in the sewing lab. Fashion department = crazy. Hardworking fucks. I was so impressed and I have to admit that my view of them changed so much after that visit. How naive I was. I had always thought the fashion kids were just shopping freaks with.. Artsy inclinations. And stronger inclinations to exhibit their artsy inclinations. (I am starting to not make sense). 

There my friend was.. Crouched over the Singer sewing machine. In a sewing lab. At god-knows-what-time. She was trying to thread the needle, and she tried and she tried and she tried again. When I offered to help, she just said she wanted to do it for herself. I felt quite taken aback at the sheer determination! I know it's kind of stupid and lame, but her small gesture really symbolizes her effort in school altogether. Then I stepped out of that sewing lab.. And then I saw a guy wearing some ugly Ed Hardy shit top to toe with True Religion jeans. He looked just like another stylo milo dude who doesn't care about school.. But he was there. Ironing. Ironing a size 8 A-line skirt. He ironed with such great concentration, smoothing out every crease on that skirt. 

The walls outside the classroom had posters and magazine cut outs of graduates' work and undergrads too. There were just some pictures of Irina and Daul Kim modelling some of the garments in NY Fashion Week.. And I must say that if I didn't know better, I'd have thought Francisco Costa made some of the dresses for Calvin Klein Collection. Or Tsumori Chisato for another person's portfolio.

I'll really try to get my hands on some of the fantastic pictures soon, if anyone still bothers to read.

Oh no, I'm suddenly depressed because everyone is working their skinny asses off in school. I have got to try.

I. HAVE. GOT. TO. TRY.